Stuff where dreams are made of…

December 28, 2011

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Once upon a time (actually it happened as recently as 2006) I fell in love with one of the most pretty ladies I ever met. She was not only pretty but smart also and her mind was fast and furious at times.

Unfortunately the conditions were not in favor to allow this beautiful love-seed to blossom. In stead of a rewarding relationship, I got a lot of misery. Misery not caused by others but by my own ignorance and expectations. I had a tough time letting go of this experience. But time goes on and heals the broken heart.  

Today I’m back here at Kratomhin, the place where that love potential first saw daylight. The lady is gone. Leaving behind only this dress and those shoes. 

Kratomhin is a lovely place. A resort surrounded by the beautiful, rolling hills of Wang Nahm Keow. Guests are pampered. Food is served hot and tasty.

Without that lady however, Kratomhin is like a heaven without angels. Like nirvana without deva’s. 

It feels like the story is not over yet. It’s like the dress and shoes are waiting patiently. Waiting for Cinderella to return. They fit only one. That one.

It’s good stuff. Stuff where dreams are made of. Only that lady knows. Knows if she ever choose this fairy tale to be true.


Integration in Israel

March 28, 2011

 

Integration

Credits to h.kopdelaney

The image of integration is the unio mystica, the fusion of opposites. This is a time of communication between the previously experienced dualities of life. Rather than night opposing day, dark suppressing light, they work together to create a unified whole, turning endlessly one into the other, each containing in its deepest core the seed of the opposite. Integration as the symbol of self-creation and new life. Mystical union also known as alchemy.

~Osho~

Shalom!

Integration:  the main theme of Ans’ journey to Israel.

Parts of himself feel strongly connected to this ancient country with a rich history.  It is a time of communication between those different aspects.   Communication and integration.  Time to welcome them back. Time to let them know it’s safe to let go of their energy structure. Time to set them free. To unify.

On the camino to Santiago he experienced that there is no better way to discover a country than by walking.

That’s why he first hikes the Jesus trail from Nazareth to Tiberias.  This recently marked trail is an alternative for travelers and pilgrims to experience the steps of Jesus in a way that is authentic, adventurous and educational. The hike is a fun way to explore the rugged and beautiful landscape of the Galilee.

From Tiberias on he will hike part of the Israel National Trail (INT) to Netanya. The INT  is a footpath that winds its way nearly 1000 kilometers across Israel, from the Lebanese border in the north to the Red Sea in the south. In Netanya he will celebrate Pesach with Israeli friends on April, 18.

Subsequently  he will hike the Jerusalem trail to be on time in Jerusalem to celebrate Easter in the old city on April, 24.

You can follow Ans in Israel on this Google map and Google spreadsheet. The data are daily recorded and uploaded with the Android app MyTracks. Pictures will be added on facebook and picasa. Visit tripit for journey details and this preparation map for GPS tracks and markers of important places.

Tobias’ Aspectology School by the Crimson Circle is highly recommended to people who want to know more about integrating different aspects of yourself.

Let’s the re-union begin!

 

By Dante Gabriel Rossetti


Mystery Pilgrimage

June 2, 2010

Ola!

On the 5th of June 2010 Theresa and I will start a new adventure.  The Mystery Pilgrimage is a combination of walking the Camino in Spain and attending a Mystery school in Austria.  It is a combination of a traditional pilgrimage to Santiago de Compostela and a contemporary spiritual event in Salzburg.

The aim is the same: inner freedom.

Although I expect not to write to much while going through the personal experience, the new technology (in the form of a smart and wonderful Android Nexus one)  makes it possible to share the Mystery Camino experience almost in real time. You can follow our journey from day to day on these websites:

1. Pictures on a map: While making a picture on the Mystery Pilgrimage, the phone registers the location.  While uploaded to the webalbum, the pics are automatically mapped. You can view them as a slideshow or directly on the map.  Pictures can be uploaded immediately after making them, so it’s a quick and visual way to follow our progress on the camino.

2. Mapping our tracks: Every day “My Tracks“, an android app by Google, is recording our walking position every 100m (or 10m if the battery allows so). Stages will be uploaded to this map on the evening of every stage. A simple and easy way to literally see where we are going.

3. Statistics about the journey: The same app uploads all the data (distances, speed, elevation,… ) to a published Google spreadsheet. On the “log” sheet you find data for every stage while the “stats” gives an overview for the whole journey.  Only for data lovers.

We will walk from St. Jean Pied de Port (France) to Santiago, from the 5th of June till the 7th of July 2010. With the help of Godesalco we could plan the different stages ahead. This plan is not carved in stone. We made up our mind not to hurry and listen inside when and where to go.  It is even possible we will take sometimes a bus.

With the data available at Godesalco I could create an overview map of the complete camino. Because Google maps does not represent all the data at once, the map looks nicer in Google Earth.  Just open this .kml file to fly over the Camino.

You can also open the other maps mentioned above directly in Google Earth:

  • For the picture map save this text in a file with .kml extension and open the file.
  • For the tracks map open this .kml file in Earth.

After the camino we attend a Mystery School in Salzburg.  This event is organised by the Crimson Circle.  The main goal of the Crimson Circle is to open up and inspire consciousness.  We are looking forward to meet and share our energies with fellow Shaumbra.

Buen (virtual) Camino!

Contemporary spiritual event to inspire Consicousness


Let’s shine …

October 6, 2009

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Let’s shine
strong and straight
like the sun

Ceaselessly emanating rays
nourishing  life

Not afraid
to burn others

They ‘ll find shadow
in the heat of the day



Transformation.

March 28, 2008

In this blog, Ans wants to share  the transformation process of two caterpillars into butterflies.  The caterpillars were eating the leaves of the plants on his terrace and transformed themselves already into a golden and a black cocoon.  The transformation he witnesses on his terrace is timely and a good symbol for his own transformation process.   The black cocoon symbolizes the dark parts of his soul and the golden cocoon is a symbol for the light parts of his soul.  Both of them will transform into a beautiful butterfly.  That means that all of our aspects, the dark included, are important to become a truly beautiful human being. Isn’t nature just amazing?

27 – 3 – 2008:

Transformation ~black cocoon. Transformation ~ golden cocoon.

29 – 3 – 2008:

Transformation ~ black cocoon 2 Transformation ~ golden cocoon 2

5 – 4 – 2008:

Transformation ~ cocoon golden 3 Transformation ~ cocoon black 3

9 – 4 – 2008:

black cocoon 4 golden cocoon 4

There appears a hole in the golden cocoon. It seems like the butterflies left their cocoons through the little hole.  Flying towards freedom.

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Buddha Raksa rooms for rent.

March 7, 2008

~~ Click here for a Flickr slideshow of the rooms. ~~

Ans lives now already for a couple of months in a room close to Wat Sanghatan (1, 2), a Buddhist temple in Bangkok, Thailand.

Wat Sanghatan.He rent this room from his friend Kun Puky. She is responsible for the Buddha Raksa rooms’. Ans recommends these rooms to anybody who is interested in learning about the temple life, without having to follow all the strict rules involved.
While joining the meditation practice in the temple, it is still possible to enjoy a meal after noon, to listen to music or watch a movie, to sleep in a comfortable bed and enjoy the company of your significant other.

Dhamma talk by Long Po Sanong.

The temple offers an inspiring environment and strong energy. Some great spiritual teachers like Long Po Sanong Katapunyo are readily available to answer questions when asked for. He is the abbot of the temple and when he is in the temple you can visit him while he is eating.

The ‘Buddha Raksa rooms’ are also convenient if you only want some quite time for yourself in a green area just outside downtown Bangkok. Banglampu, the place where many foreigners connect, is easily accessible through a 30 minutes taxi boatride.

Buddha Raksa rooms ~ front.Buddha Raksa rooms ~ balcony.Buddha Raksa rooms ~ view from the balcony.

Kun Puky offers three newly build, private rooms for rent. Every room has its own private bathroom, terrace and balcony. There is no kitchen, but delicious food is cheap and easily available in the local restaurant. Buddha Raksa’ is Thai and means something like ‘under the proctection of the Buddha’. In these rooms the Buddha will take care for you. Everbody is welcome!

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For information about the price, checking vacancy or booking a room please call Kun Puky at +66 (0) 890 5000 52 or +66 (0) 8400 660 80. You also can email her at vimokkha@hotmail.com

People who know this area and the ‘Buddha Raksa rooms’ are invited to share their own experiences with potential guests through the comment section of this blog.

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Receiving ~ New year’s wish 2008.

December 26, 2007

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By coming into this world, Jesuah gives us the most precious gift a human ever can give: pure love. He loves to share his pure heart with all of us.

He is nevertheless limited by the ‘law of free will’ to do so. It is up to us if we allow his gift to be received. Receiving is only possible when we open ourselves completely. Allowing the giver to come close, allowing him to be intimate with us. Showing him our nakedness, our vulnerability.

May 2008 brings us the courage and the braveness to receive, to allow the love to flow. May we all learn to receive with an open heart. May we gladly and joyfully accept the gifts bestowed upon us.

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Unfolding.

December 17, 2007

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~ The delicate process of the unfolding of a leaf. ~

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Opening up!

December 8, 2007

Closed dark, open light.

Closed bud waiting patiently in the dark,
open lotus shining bright in the light.

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Life force energy.

November 12, 2007

Life force energy.This picture is an expression of how Ans feels these days. Full of life force energy. Strongly connected to his essence, his own energy source.

What he truly chooses in life is to deepen this connection and to share with everybody who also wants to open up to his or her own essence.

In a sense it feels special, cause he used to live his life most of the time disconnected. But in the end it feels normal. Just a natural state of being.

Opening up. That’s what life is all about.

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